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okkk deanna that took a lot of time u oweee me one haha

i havent been on here in foreverrr since the first week of school lol sooo u no jus chillen in the library in my second period spare with my twi hot sex kittens deannaaa and michelleee gotta luv em<3 and ya im gunna go get stoned at lunch with...cayleigh and then chilllllllll

byeee bitches xoxo

my mind is suchhhh a mess wat is wrong with me?

-wat did i do to deserve this
-i made a mistake and im sorry ppl make mistakes
-i ruined your "togetherness"...we got in a fight because of me and it was my fault and i blame myself..everyone knows it was me but that was a while ago and its all better now..or i thought it was
-i dont no wat i did to u to make u keep doin this to me
-i thought we were friends and i want to be but i dont think u feel the same way
-i said im sorry and ill say it again i wasnt trying to fuck up anything and i know i was wrong but u cant take it out on me forever
-why dont u trust me?
-i really just want us to stop fighting and for it all to go away

...i dont no wat u want me to do

check it out its all aly...

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

ok well i ahvent updated forever and im only doing this for one reason because i have some stuff to say.

all summer ive been hanging out with my old friends and not as much as my new ones because they are always busy or never make the time to get together but after that i realised i have so much more fun with my new ones and i actually do like them so much better but recently i think that they dont think the same way about me.(if that makes any sense) so wat i really want to say is no matter what happens i love all you guys even though u may not feel the same way. ive made sum new friends over the summer and lost some old ones but i still like u guys the best and i dont want it to become awkward (especially between the four of us) so i want to say sorry for everything ive done.

--i love you soo much but i think u need to stop thinking about yourself and one of your friends because if u opened ure eyes a bit more ud see that the others need u as much as the one does so stop pretending its all about you and that one person and that the others are making your life hell because its not true. everyones life has hard times but you always get over it and things blow over. you have to let time heal it all and take other peoples thoughts and feeling while your at it because it makes it all easier if you have everyone with you. im really sorry for everything and i no i sound like a big bitch right because i know i am but i just didnt want to pretend i wanted to say what i really thought because i love you so much (as a friend) now and u probably hate me and thats fine even though i wish u didnt but i just want you to know that no matter what happens, even if u never like me again, i will always be your friend. weve had sooooo many good times and i dont wanna throw it all away over a fight about something as stupid as a guy--(everyone knows how u always make me cry but this time...it was for the wrong reasons)

--i love you so much uve always been there for me and ive trusted you with everything because i know i can. we're so much alike and im so glad ure my friend and i want u to trust me as much as i trust you. we've had our share of fights just like all friends do but i just wanted to say thnx for being such a good friend through it all and i no all our current problems will blow over and i have been completely honest with you even though others think that i havent and i love you just as much as the next friend. so ill always be ure friend too through it all and thanx for everything--

( i no the first person was a bit harsh and im sorry but i want you to no how i feel and dont take it personally and please dont be offended by it...and if u do again im sorry )

-so that was my once in a blue moon emo update but im pretty emotional so u might see it more often)

OMFGOMFG LOOK MY DISPLAY SOOO FUCKIN HOT DO ME NOW LOL~!!!!

ok so i havent updated in like more than a week...ive jus been busy..well no not really but i dunno to lazy i guess. well i wont really spend my time telling u wat happened...i guess i worked 6 days in a row then noe day off then worked so i made like 300 bucks which is sweet...but im saving it for "back to school shopping" well then sat i worked at 7 in the mornin i was so tired then i went to mels party which was tonsss of fun lotsa stuff happened and steph cherry is the coolest person ever i cant believe i never really met her b4 that...and laura noxen shes so fun. then sinday i worked again at 7 am so i got picked up from mels at 6 am and i was soooo tried. then sunday night...o yaa i went to a show!! with aly deanna and michelle it was sooo fun even though it smelled funy...and I LOVE THE STDs they are sooo good and usually i dont like that music but we skanked and stuff and we were all sweaty..well they were i dont really sweat. but u should listen to them they are soo good. the monday i worked (oh ya friday was rebeccas party it was fun we had vex n chilled and went out for dinner and the waitress thought we were "of age" but then she had to ask for id jus incase) so tuesday i worked to and wednesday sean n clare came over and we went to go see a movie...the island..it was pretty good. then thursday i went shopping but didnt buy ne thing and then aly n deanna came over and we chilled and talked to alys hilariuos sister and had some good laughs about spanish and i cried twice.
today im goin to kats to chill n stuff so that should be fun.
so heres my plan...for back to skool:
-loosin a bit of weight
-dying roots and highlighting hair
-cutting it and relaxing it
-and buying nice clothes because i finally have a job

ne ways b4 i go i have something to add...i think random guys (especially frum mmto) are like the creepiest MOST ANNOYING things EVERRR!! they just talk and say "hun" and "babe" and show me pics of u naked and if u dont they think u are rude and selfish and retarted and this one guy thinks his dick is big and wont accept that its small its SOOOOO annoying im blocking every single one of them and never talking to the again!!!

that felt good.

well now im goin to watch passions because i have no life...then working out...then to kats

see ya later alligator

comon estan bitches
ok so im not gunna write sum longgg thing about my day cuz it was fun but im not gunna bore you cuz i dont think u care but i found some cool quotes i like so u can read if u wan. ok soo friday i went downtown with bushell sean n clarence and we all wanted sean to die. i bought a white skirt and 2 tops..o and thursday night i saw mr. and mrs. smith with alex it was SOOOO good then downtown we saw war of the worlds which was also so good. then i came home did sum stuf u no then i slept at kats house and we watched three scary movies and went swimmin at 2 in the mornin then slept for a long time. now im goin to clarences cottage soon so ill be bak wednesday but im workin in the afternoon on wednesday so ya it will be fun. well heres sum cool quotes:

*i remember when getting high meant swinging at the playgrounds and the worst thing you could get from a boy was cooties. Race issues were hoo could run the fastest and the only thing you smoked were the wheels on your bike. Life was so carefree but the thing i remember most was wanting to grow up*

*sometimes wishes dont get heard of and dreams dont come true*

*never underestimate the power of change...it can happen to anyone in a split second*

*when u feel like givin up remember why you hung on in the first place*

*remember that when the world stops, everyone just keeps going*

*a book should be like a miniskirt...long enough to cover everything but short enough to keep it interesting*

*there are no paths to choose from in life...we make our own as we go*

*one of lifes secrets is to dream and believe in your dreams...no matter how big they are*

ok well i enjoyed all those im goin to clares cottage text me on my phone while im away ill be bak wed!
c yaz

ok soo today is thursday and posted 2 days ago on tuesday soo not a lot has happened. wednesday...i pretty much did nothing..jus chilled worked out..and alex brown came over and that was fun we hung out. wednesday i again didnt do a lot. i bbysat in the morning then i went to go apply at second cup and i have an interview next week. and I GOT A FAN because i have no a/c so my house is soo hot. but were gettin sum next week. then i went to an interview at timmy hos and GOT A JOB so now i am employeed i start next week. then i went to rebeccas we chilled watched tv did nothing then we swam at alexs soo fun i love alex we are bext friends and we never fight ever. i think he is really my new best friend now that i wont have hump. and now we are gunna work together it would be SWEET. then i went home. then i talked to clarence till 1 in the morning and tried to tell him we werent gunna be best friends next year. but we both cried and decided to change the subject. im gunna miss him SOOO much he is actually my best friend. i dont no wat im gunna do without him...so then i slept with my GORGEOUS fan. then i decided i love 3 things in this world..clarence, my fan...and sum 1 else. then i bbysat this mornin early and now im waitin for clare n sean to come cuz i dont think jordan is comin. were gunna work out then swim. i havent talked to my friends in foreverrr...aly deanna or misha call me. especially deanna cuz u r impossible t get a hold of. ok until next time
-me

well im bored
ok soo if any of u no me well then you know im obsessed with being gangster and i wish i was one..hence my "G IS FOR GANGSTA" shirt soo i got bored and did some gangster quizzes and found out that im pretty gangster lol. ok so here:

( my gangsterness!!! )

thats all the good ones.
ok byeee xoxo

ok soo im not gunna bother postin the pics cuz there just clarence and his wierd faces.
well sunday...i woke up, went to church, then. i dont remember what i did. i think i just hung around and did a lot of nothing till like 3 ish. then my parents said i couldnt go to mishas and go to the dance cuz they went looking for a cottage (even though we already fucking have one) and they wouldnt drive me or let me go and i thought i was gunna shoot them becausee i ditched misha and i felt soo bad. so then clarence came over and we were supposed to walk to rebeccas but we decided to not go cuz she didnt want us for dinner with her that night. SO we went to country style with cass and had dinner then we picked up a pizza for maddie and alanna then walked home in the dying heat. y is canada soooo fuckin hot. yesterday was the hottest its been in 18 YEARS!!!! thats insane. ok so we walked home, ate our food, started watching some shitty movie we rented the night b4 and turned it off because it was...shitty. we decided to bun that so then we convinced my dad to take us out and rent another movie. so we rented the grudge, got our car washed, and went home. we watched most of the grudge then clare left so i had to watch the rest alone and it was sooo scary. then i stayed up late,talked to my sister(which doesnt happen a lot) and then slept.
monday i woke up to my cell phone cuz clarence was callin me frum summer skool.so we talked.then we hung up.the usual. soo i went on the computer, vacumed my upstairs then i went to alex brown's house. we played poker and cheat..i won twice out of 3 times cuz im pro. and we ate 3 kiwis each. then i went to rebeccas. we watched tv n stuff then we had nothing to do and it was SOSOOSOSOS hot and we were broke soo we decided to wash the car for money in our slutty clothes. it was sooo fun. then i went home and went to rent coach carter but the store was closed !so ill rent it today.then i came home went on the comp and talked to clarence on the phone till 1:30. then i went upstairs and went to my sisters room cuz her friend was sleepin over and her room was SWEATING HOT! so we all went to my room and cass was on the floor, me n danielle in the bed. but then i was so tired so cass convinced me to go on the floor so i slept on my wood floor with no shirt and i was so hot. then i woke up to my cell phone again.and it was clarence again.now i have to decide wat i should do today. but i get 80 bucks on wed for bbbysittin and my dads ows me 60 plus 120 so i will be rich. and wed i think me n rebecca r seein these guys.and thursday jordan might come over.and friday im goin downtown soo fun.then my parents are goin to the cottage so i get friday night to my self for some tappage. then sat im goin to clares cottage for a week.so if u wanna see me b4 then call me now!
ok bye xo

soo hows life?
well i havent written for a few dayzz so...well thursday i did nothing at all..sat at home...got blown off by deanna...did some more of nothing..made a necklace..watched 3 CSI's and talked to clarence...and slept.
thennn friday i went dowtown with rebecca...that was fun. i bought a sweatshirt at aritzia and a shirt and urban outfitters. then i went home and sean and clarence came over. we went swimmin and watched hide and seek..then sean went home and clarence slept over. then we watched the pacifier and got scared by a wasp. then we slept in my room.
thennnnn today i went downtown with kathleen and i bought a skirt, jeans and capris, and a shirt. then we went home and i chelled alone. then we went to mishas parteeee. which was so fun because we did a lot of nothing.we jus hung out. and we watched the stars in the field. then my dad came to pick me up early cuz hes retarted. so then i went home, had a shower and did nothing.
tomorrow...kats gunna come over and were gunna watch hide and seek again-->
SUCH A GOOD MOVIE. then im either goin to mishas and were goin to a dance. orr im goin to my friends house to chill. either way it will be good. and i have to work out tomorrow. but it will be good. welll im goin to my room and im on the phone to clarence so ill talk then sleep. so ill tak to u bitches laterzz. oh and i have pics from a few dayz ago. ill post them later.
byeeee

hello my loves
   welll i already typed this all up but then it closed so this time it will be shorter.
   so yesterday i did a whole lot of nothing in the morning and the afternoon then i went to traces house with katie. we watched hardball..i cried..sooo sad...we walked to IGA and got whip cream the squish kind and ate it all..yummmm. then we walked home and painted our nails. so pretty.

an rebecca got a line of pink nailpolish on me. then rebecca hung up the phone on me n clarence and i was mad. and thenn we walked to see these guys and when we were talking katie n traces mum drove up to pick us up.they were embaressed but i wasnt cuz i didnt like them. so then we went bak and watched jawbreaker and i went home, went on the computer.  then was on the phone till 12:30 with clarence.  then i slept and woke up at 11:30 cuz no1 woke me up. then i went on the computer, clarence called me at his break and i talked to ethan and were all going to work out tonight. and then i took pictures with my sisters which was fun. and now im going to do somehting with my life.and i hafta bbysit tonight.
( me est 2 of mon seurs )
hasta la vista bebe
(p.s..deanna how did u get your swirls in the background?)

ok u greedy lovely bitches i have spent like over an hour figurin out this picture situation..so hereee you areeee. heres my party:

( my party!!! )

THE END!!!
now i think i will have a shower, workout, and maybe go to rebeccas..and the mall cuz i wanna buy a skirt..
-love, me

Well...more happened today. after i had my shower i went to alys and we ate hot dogs but they all broke->we've never had good luck with hot dogs if u no wat mean lol. so we ate them then said hi to nick who now has the biggest hair. its cute. then we went to the park for an hour! soo fun. we swang on the swings upside down and got sand in her hair and sand seeped into my pants. and talked about al persechini and matachewan saskatchewan and talked about life. then we were walking bak and stopped at danielles at were at her house for an hour talking and dipping our feet in her pool. and then we were walkin bak to alys and saw pizza going to dan our boyfriendshouse so we stopped there to say hi. then we talked for like 45 mins. then i went bak to alys to watch music videos and my dad picked me up. then i ate sum dinner and went out to get applications cuz my parents are makin me get a job. so im gunna apply to flip side, tim hortons, staples, rogers video, second cup and shoppers...and mastermind. But i dunno cuz im noto 16 yet. speakin of which in 391 dayz i get my g2. i cant wait. well im gunna go to bed..or read or sumtin.
au revoir
o annd ill post the partee pics tomorrow cuz im to tired tonight
bye bitches

well ive had one of these forever but never bothered to write in it so here goes!
Ok sooo lotsa stuff happened lately. it was the long weekend and my parents went up to the cottage so i had the house to myself..PARTYY. well first i went to kats we went to the sexy fireworks and saw the two and only michelle and deanna so we sat with them and watched the fireworks. The sparkly white ones were my favourite then some guy said "I LOVEE PURPLE" and it struck some interesting memories of aly because she loves purple..and likes to say it. So then we watched gothica and hitch and made upside down apple cake-> SOOO GOOOD then we played poker and i won!and then we went to bed at 5:30 and woke up at like 7:30. Then i went home n bbysat and made money and now i have 70 dollars cash in my wallet. Then i went home and i was supposed to go to alys for a party but then her parents never left so every 1 came hurr.
So there was me, michelle, aly, deanna, and charna and they brought soo much alcohol and we started drinking at like 6:30. Aly n deanna were drunk at like 7..the rest of us were jus tipsy. then aly's friends chad n sean came over brought some beer. Then chris came over. We hung out. it was fun. then me n aly actually streaked in the golf course and deanna raped me so i had no shirt on at all. then sean n chad left. then chris left and was supposed to come bak but never did.
omg thenn we were outside waiting for erik to come, me n deanna, and we were walking to the front yard and i waslike "thats a police car" so we were like FUCK and we ran inside deanna left the cooler she was holding outside and they started coming up my steps. i thought i was gunna die so i threw all the bottles in my closet and ansered the door. then they were like "tehre is a noise complaint" and they took my name n birthday and i was shaking. but then they left and it was ok.
thennn erik came over. o god. so we were on the tramp n stuff. chillen cuz thats wat were good at. then erik got REALLY drunk and o god. so i took him outside and took care of him cuz he was like i was "that friday night" only i was worse so i new wat to do kinda. so i took him outside we lay on the grass i got him water...then gave him my shirt cuz he was cold. then i was freeezing. then we went inside and he lay on my bed. then he puked in my hall and my bathroom everywhere. then he puked on my shirt and his socks. then me n aly went to trash the bottle cuz there were sooo many and a car slowed down and asked us if there son erik was inside. so i was like fuck and i ran inside and erik was acting passed out and didnt believe that his mum was there. soo we dragged him outside and he left.
so then me and aly went to trash the bottles for good and thomas came over.deanna n michelle went to sleep in my sisters bed and me n thomas slept on the small couch n aly n charna slept on the big couch. we talked from 3 to 5:30 and then went to bed. Then i woke up at 6:20 and didnt fall asleep again. so in those days i was supposed to have 20 hours sleep but i had like 3 and a half...not even. Then i cleaned up, 2 toilets broke and 2 door handles. but my dad fixed them. and then clarence n rebecca n alex came over. we walked on young. then i went to rebeccas for dinner and it was good. then i went home and talked on the phone to clarence till 12:30. then i slept and rebecca woke me up at 10:30 by calling my cell phone. then i went on the computer and now im going to have a shower and go tap at alys house.
Until next time my friends
(p.s- deanna if u read this call me and tell me how to post pics--so pics will be coming soon hopefully)